Monday, January 31, 2005
wahaha... FINALLY... i handed in my project for 2dae.. FINALLY.......... wahaha.... :p after soooo mani daes... FINALLY... feel soooo happi n relaz now..... let's start wif wat happened on sat ba..
sat..
actualli wanna do my porject de... bt in e' end... na... went to help mummy do kok zai... den went shop shop wif siss n jie fu... went taka.. cuz er jie n jie fu wanna buy ring... wahaha... :p den walk ard... walk walk... had my CHEESE BALLS... yummie.. dam dam delicious..... :p went ps after to meet erik to watch movie... 'shall we dance' nice nice movie.. dam nice... *thumb up* liew.. another mid nite show for dis yr...
sun..
bia all my sketches like mad woman... argh... waahahha....
well.. sch was fine 2dae... slp slp slp... play dai dee.. tok tok.. joke ard... n end of dae.. went hm.. SLP AGAIN.. sky called... haiz.. *feel soooo guilty* he told mi abt tt dennis... so soli leh... btw.. hey boy ar.. dun think so much okok..i'm sure there's mani mani much better girls out there okok.. :p
argh... i gt dark ring liao.. omg omg.. gotta go slp liao... nite all..
~fernny~ it's slpin time.. :p
well.. 1st feb '05
happi bdae to eugene n dennis..
to eugene... haha.. :p watever.. dunno he'll c dis nt.. watever..still here to wish u happi 20th b'dae to u wor.. may ur wishes come trueeeee... all e' best okok.. u muz take caare care of urself there leh... check ur mail okok... ur mailbox full!! argh.. cant send u sth.... TIME TO CHECK UR MAIL!! haha.. :p n.. dun miss mi too much.. i'll guilty de.. haha.. :p cya.. take care..
n to dennis.. haha.. BIG BULLY... happi b'dae to u too... haha.. :p all e' best n may ur wishes come true too... faster go get a gf n invite mi to ur wedding... faster faster.. i wait till my neck long liao le... haha... :p
caught a falling star @ 11:44 PM
Friday, January 28, 2005
didn gt e' time to blog.. was quite bz wif my theory paper.. watever..
was late for msm siti claz.. *as usual* didn my model of e' hse 2dae. FINALLY.. managed to finishe everithg.. woo~Hoo~ feel sooo happi... bt i'm bt realli feelin well 2dae.. maybe nt enough slp ba.. *headache*backache* argh... it's still hurt now lor.. :'(
bia e' model like hell lor.. stupid mdm zai..a rgh.. naggi like hell... idiot f*er.. i juz hate her lot lotzZz........
after sch.. went FC1 wif jazon they all.. they wanna eat.. n i hv no appetite at all.. after tt.. went hm.. rest for a while den off to meet them again... went to cut hair.. woo~hoO~.. wat e'.. my face look sooooo like fishball now.. wahaha.... :p
went to take neo print after my new hair wif rainie, jazzon n fang.. wat e'.. excitin machine.. 2 cam n we muz look out of which 1 is snappin.. wahaha.. :p fun fun fun... 21 shots altogether.. bt.. onli can choose 6 best out of all... argh........ dam funny lor... all of us.. haha.. :p will upload e' pic wen jazzon send mi e' pic...
walk ard.. bugis to bugis street... had mac for dinner..s ooooo full.... went chinatown to meet da jie n er jie.. walk ard.. n guess wat they buy for mi? a pair of earring.. wahaha.. n tt earrin will bring u *tao hua* wahaha.. -_- wat e'.. bt i like it lot lotzZz.. haha.. :p sooo mani ppl there lor.. bth... n e' ppl they.. dam dam dam STINK!!! n guess wat.. i saw jay's new cd.. n they r sellin at... $15.. ya.. u didn c wrongli.. it's $15 onli... dam dam cheap lor.. bt wen i go back.. no more liao... sob sob... :'( went to buy mac ice cream.. den walk walk to ppl's park.. den hm sweet hm.. cuz all e' shop startin to close liao le..
took train back... n jie fu came to meet us.. n he's now at my hse... wahaha... n i love to irritate him.. wahaha.. :p
well.. tml gonna help mummy do kok zai.. den after tt.. goin watch 'shall we dance' at nite.. so soli 'daddy' cuz i cant go out wif u.. so so so soli.. some other time okok.. :p
~fernny~
oh ya.. i forgotten to wish someone happi b'dae...
27/01/05
happi 18th b'dae yuhan... soli.. cuz it's a belated b'dae wish... haha.. may ur wishes come trueeee.. all e' best to u too... *frenz forever*
caught a falling star @ 11:56 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
i can feel e' stress... i'm dying.. i hate it.. i hate it lot.....
i hv to do e' whole model of e' hse.. argh... idiot..
i'm nt feelin well now... n i hate dis feelin...
i hate dis feelin... i hate myself..
i had enough in sch.. i had enough for relationship.. n now..
I NEED PEACE.. i need a break seriousli.. hope after my interim.. everithg will be better. bt i noe 2 weeks b4 e' submission.. i'll gonna die again.. it's abvious...
i gotta do my plant n hardscape material n construction details by 2dae.. NO NEED TO SLP AGAIN... finaliz my layout by tml.. n do my study model tml in sch... perspective n sectional in 2 daes.. *sat n sun* hopefulli i can finish...
tml gonna go cut hair.. den maybe KTV.. den chinatown.. gonna skip gems tml..
sat gonna go shoppin den watch 'shall we dance'
sun.. gonna bia all my wrk like hell..
mon.. e' big dae.. gotta pass up everithg by 9am..
n whole week of 'free' time... argh..
~fernny~ ppl.. send mi to woodbridge plz.. i'm turnin mad................. i had dis course...
caught a falling star @ 11:03 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
sch was quite alrite... juz tt... everione was doin their layout like hell.. wahaha.. :p argh... finished everithg in e' end.. FINALLY......... was abt to turn crazy in e' end.. cuz of tt level.. actualli everione was takin e' level as 1.3m.. in e' end.. it's actualli 1.8.. argh... gotta change my layout for my back yard......... wat e'.... bt.. manage to finish tt lar...
ate a lot of thgs 2dae.. wahaa.. like pig like tt..
went to FC3 to tok tok n eat eat.. den went orchard wif rainie, tiffie, fang n jazzon.. on e' mrt.. we all mad sia.. take pic.. take n take n take... wahaha.. :p took some of e' useless pic.. will upload wen free... went heeren.. walk walk n walk.. tried a pair of jeans.. didn buy.. nt nice.. n oso a bit tite.. so.. nv buy.. :p walk walk.. ate wan ton mee.. wahaha.. n noe wat.. i saw julie.. n idiot.. act dao onli.. saw him wif his gf.. he ar.. like nv change like tt.. haha.. tok to him a while.. bt he's gettin more n more lame le.. wahaha.. :p wat e'...
dam tire.. went hm after makan.. n stupid.. dunno y suddenli they started tokin in canto.. haha.. :p saw adeline on e' bus.. walk hm.. dam tire.. gotta go slp liao.. nite all...
kinda surprise a few ppl msg mi to wish mi happi b'dae.. haha.. :p thanx ppl.... haha.. :p may god bless u.. :p
~fernny~ tire dae..
caught a falling star @ 11:51 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
wahaha... :p officially 18.. well... no diff actualli..
sch was fun todae.. bt as usual... mon blues.. haha.. :p somemore.. as someone saed.. on b'dae mood.. haha.. :p
had tt egg, ham n cheese sandwich.. yummie yum yum... :p re drew my layout.. n mr tan help me to correct some of my mistake.. n well.. change a bit of e' layout.. tok crap wif him oso... :p as usual... :p
sch was fun.. cuz i disturb a lot of ppl.. irritate a lot of ppl.. woo~hoo~ sing n sing n sing.. as if e' whole studio is mine.. n i'm havin my mini concert.. wahaha.. :p n i'm soooo touched.. umar n gang bought mi a cake.. strawberry cake.. yummie....... n stupid.. they push tt candle sooo in.. n i cant bite it out.. n idiot tuson push my head n my face is all icin sugar.. ee.. yucks... bt fun lar.. love tt cake.. sooooo nice.. n they told mi actualli there's another cake.. bt.. SMASH.. wahaha.. :p nvm.. *touch* i swear..
thanx to lots n lots of ppl wif ur wishes.. n presents.. n cards.. n of cuz e' cake.. it's sooo yummie.. :p
went hm.. change.. n went dinner wif my family.. yummie dinner.. :p bt e' curry is a bit too spicy liao le.. bt nice.. :p omg omg.. it's soooooooooooo sinful......
~fernny~ i wish everione will be happi... happi.. n happi always....
caught a falling star @ 11:58 AM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
i cant imagine.. i'm turnin 18 in.. 5 mins time.. wahaha... :p oh ya.. ignore my previous post.. i'm alrite now.. i'm happi noe..
18 yrs.. wah.. i'm livin in dis world for 18 yrs.. it's nt easy actualli.. bt i realli hope after 2dae.. everithg will be smooth...
well.. dis 18 yrs.. i noe my parents had a hard time.. haha.. :p tt's obvious.. i realli wanna thanx them n wanna tell them... 'daddy n mummy.. i love u' *i noe it's a bit mushy.. bt hu cares...*
18 yrs is actualli quite long.. i had been tro mani ups n downs.. bt.. i'll learn to be strong de.. no worries.. :p 18.. legal to do more thgs liao.. woO~hoO~.. n i'm waitin for 21 to come.. wahaha.. :p more freedom.. watever.. nonsense..
~fernny~ thanx ppl for ur wishes...
caught a falling star @ 11:55 PM
my mood swing is back.. i haven tok to ani ppl for hrs.. i juz hate dis.. i wanna tell them.. bt.. argh... i dunno...
i gt sooo frustrated.. i cried.. my tears flow like water tap.. n i broke down in tears.. bt no one noes.. there's sooo mani thgs i wanna sae out... bt i cant.. i dun wanna hurt anione.. it feel soooo terrible puttin all in my heart.. can i juz knock onto somethg n forget everithg?? can i?
i tried my best to be a gd girl.. i tried my v best.. bt i cant..
it had been a long time i had dis feelin.. i juz dunno how to handle emotions..
no one is at hm now.. everione is out.. shoppin.. n i nv go.. hu's fault? me n my mood swing.. i wanna go.. bt..argh..
i cant think of ani nice layout.. felt so discourage my wat my lect had saed.. maybe i'm juz nt gifted in ani thg.. i juz meant to be some useless jerk...
i'm soo soli mummy, da jie n er jie.. u guys ask mi sth.. bt i nv even reply... so soli erik, jason,keke.. i realli dun feel like saein anithg.. so soli for nt replyin ur sms.. i noe u guys care for me.. bt i juz hate myself... i oso dunno wat i m doin.. i'm realli too stress up by all e' stuff tt had happened.. m i realli happi? i dunno.. i hv no idea.. maybe happi in appearance.. bt sad in heart.. i realli need a break.............. bt dyin is nt e' solution.............................................................................................
~fernny~ i'm so soli if i had hurt u..
caught a falling star @ 2:35 PM
it's all memories.. i'll nv forger 22nd jan'05 love dis day sia... :p
was quite bz.. bt i enjoyed tt.. :p bz preparin all e' stuff for my bbq.. :p jason teo came to my hse in ard 3.. pass mi my present.. chat chat n chat.. den take pic.. den he went off to meet someone.. soo sad.. nv stay for my bbq.. :'( left ard 4.30.. went downstair buy some stuff.. den met rainie n some other ppl... well.. ppl started to come.. n i had lotsa fun.. i enjoyed my dae... i swear.. bt i think i'm a bad bad host.. :'( everione is like.. self entertainin lor.. bt well.. thanx ppl for comin leh...... *touch*
well.. i wanna thanx a lot of ppl.. ppl hu came 2dae... my relative..
jing, ling, ailin n mabel.. well.. net was sick.. so nv come...
den my bhss fren.. sc, fishy, daddy, blossom, alex, benny, cicil n carolin
n of cuz.. my sotong DLA ppl.. rainie, fang, juan, mumpheng, umar, shuk, jason, alvin n ash..
was so stupid.. alex was e' latest lor.. den i called n ask him where is he.. n i bluff him.. saein tt no one came lor.. wahhaa.. :p wen he came.. he was shock.. well.. tt's wat a fren call.. at least i saw no one wanna come liao.. he still come n wish mi happi b'dae... :p *touch* somemore.. he's nt feelin well... *more touch* haha.. :p
ling they all went off 1st.. den sc they all went off.. left wif DLA ppl.. they went to my hse.. n we gt open present session.. wahaha.. :p so mani presents.. esp necklace, bracelet n earrings.. wahaha... :p well.. as my mummy sae.. i'm ai mei.. okok.. so.. u noe.. everione give mi all jewellery.. :p actualli.. kinda expected lar.. haha.. :p bt nvm.. i love all e' presents.. i swear....
send them hm.. walk jazzon, fang n tiffie to bus stop.. den walk rainie, shuk n juan to mrt station.. den walk back to my hse wif umar n ash.. chat chat n chat.. waited for umar's parents to fetch them.. den hm sweet hm.. wah.. real tire.. dam tire....
think i'll tok abt it more on my next entry.. gotta go slp.. goin chinatown for breakfast earli in e' mornin..
~fernny~ memories.. thanx ppl.. fernny love u guys... n thanks for e' ang boas n e' presents... i love all of them... i swear... :p *wishes fr fernny*blesses fr fernny*
caught a falling star @ 1:59 AM
Friday, January 21, 2005
it's sooooo fun 2dae.... :p i juz love 2dae.. 20th jan '05
had my breakfast.. n bloddy hell.. i spent 1 hr to finish my bloody breakfast.. i dun like my breakfast 2dae.... eee yucks...
i'm nt late for lect 2dae.. woo~hoo~ met ayid... went to studio wif him... :p he's real funny... wahaha.. :p blur sotong... went to sch.. realise.. almost e' whole claz noe abt ydae.. omg omg.. *blush* wahaha.. :p stupid.. watever.. lect was fun... cuz of firman n e' rope.... stupid.. he tie himself lor.. den mdm zai ask him to help her do sth.. he was like.. 'my hand was tied up' STUPID is e' onli word to use.. wahaha.. :p slack e' whole dae.. at umar place there.. tok tok n tok.. sing sing n sing... ya.. i'm a bad singer.. i noe tt.. bt i still love to sing.. wahaha.. so bear wif it ppl... i'll burst ur ear drum.. wahaha.. :p
went town wif rainie n jazzon.. shop ard.. dunno wat to eat.. den went taka sq.. gt food fair.. had e' cheese balls... BALLS.. wooooo... -_- haha.. :p nice.. yummie... :p had dinner b4 shoppin.. went heeren.. start out shoppin.. as usual.. 1st shop to shop in heeren is DCP.. woO~hoo~ saw e' doggie tee.. wanna buy.. bt no more size liao le.. tt 1 too small for mi.. soo sad.. den saw another tee.. on it written.. 'for god's sake.. stop smokin..' i love tt shirt.. bt dunno wanna buy nt.. so went ard..saw dis skirt.. i like tt skirt.. rainie bought tt skirt liao le.. i'm still thinkin wanna buy nt... argh........ think i'm gonna try tt skirt next week b4 decidin ba... walk ard.. saw dis huge bag.. dam huge lor.. jazzon help me take a foto of mi n tt bag.. will upload n post tml.. :p it's too late liao n i'm too tire liao.. went back to DCP... cuz rainie wanna buy a tee.. den i bought tt stop smokin tee.. den actualli wanna buy another tee... tt 'gt bone' tee.. which i already eye for a long time.. bt.. dun hv my size.. sian.. den bought another tee.. altogether 2.. n rainie oso bought 2... haha.. :p walk to far east.. cuz jazzon wanna buy some acce.. den rainie wanna buy pants.. talk n talk.. laugh n laugh.. far east is like next to heeren like tt.. v fast reach liao... shop ard... n i saw dine.. still e' same.. no change.. haha.. saw a jeans.. dun hv my size.. btw.. i hv no mood to try anithg 2dae oso lar..
went to scotts.. cuz jazzon wanna drink sth.. went coffee bean.. spent too much.. we shared our drink n mud pie.. yummie.. tok n tok n tok.. n there's dis guy.. sooo scary... gonna post his pic up tml oso.. :p he anihow take ppl de drink lor... ppl left on e' table.. he go n drink.. eee yucks.. er xin.. den some more.. he tok to himself.. omg omg.. real mad...
after tt.. late liao.. hm sweet hm.. went hm wif jazzon.. :p tire + happi dae.. bt.. rainie told me.. her hamster dead.. sooo sad.. bt i promise to help her ask alan can gv her 1 hamster.. n i haven ask him.. :p n oso.. JR IS NOT COMIN TO MY B'DAE.. at 1st i tot he's jokin.. cuz he always bluff mi.. sae he's goin oversea.. nt free.. cannot come my bdae.. bt.. no.. it's for real.. argh.. :'( watever.. u'll miss all e' fun.. wahaha.. :p
~fernny~ happi happi...
oh ya.. 20th jan '05
happi 18th b'dae to kelvin.. wish u all e' best in everithg wor.. time to grow up kelvin... wahaha.. :p may ur wishes come trueeeee... *blesses fr fernny*
caught a falling star @ 12:56 AM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
nth better to do.. :p so i took pic of us... e' 8 of cuz.. wahahahaha.. :p cute rite... wahahahaha...
some pic of mi n jazzon.. wahaha.. :p

both taken durin break... nth better to do.. so take pic lor...
in claz.. we'r tokin abt where to cut hair.. stupid rite.. nth better to do lor.. mi n jazzon's finger.. wahaha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 1:26 AM
hey hey... wat a slackin dae... wahaha.. :p didn do anithg lor... juz nice.. wen mi, rainie n juan step into e' studio.. markin att.. so... we gt our att marked.. woO~hoo~ nt late ok.. :p den watched a show.. 'the art of landscapin' f nt wrong.. after tt.. model makin time.. bt whole bunch of is went co-op.. it's mum mum time.. :p yummie yummie... thanx jazzon for e' milk... yummie....... :p
modle makin? erm.. no material.. nv do anithg at all.. tok e' whole dae.. sing e' whole dae...
break.. went to play comp... startin to write testi for everione.. wahaha..:p
before crs was funny.. wif ash n umar... well.. shhhhhh....
CRS... frenster again.. wahaha.. we shld be doin our own research n doin our discussion.. bt me, jazzon. rainie, fang n juan was playin frenster.. n argh... someone made mi paisei 2dae.. dam pai sei.. nvm.. i'll forget it... :p
after sch.. went to makan wif rainie... went to eat fish n chips at FC3.. ee yucks.. nt nice liao le... argh... watever.. den met rainie's fren.. yiyang.. omg.. he's fr my gems.. n all e' while mi n rainie r tokin abt e' same guy.. n we onli noe 2dae.. wat e'.. wahaha.. :p
actualli wanna go find alice.. bt she's nt wrkin 2dae.. too bad. went hm.. colected my bks.. n went to tpy n return all of them wif da jie.. :p wahaha.. :p met er jie.. den went to buy hp.. she bought samsung 330.. wahaha.. kinda like tt hp leh.. nt bad.. gt flash.. oh ya.. erik changin to s700i... argh.. i wan tt hp.. nvm.. gonna ask him to lend mi after he change to tt fone.. :p i dun care.. wahaha.. :p went novena.. n i bought a shirt.. n my sis too.. each one 1.. n.. I PAY FOR EVERYTHING... poor me.. :'( saw janet there.. she's wrkin there 2dae.. n she's comin to my b'dae.. woo~hoo~...
hm sweet hm.. well.. nt e' end of my dae... went for a run at ard 10++... n i realli run 2dae.. didn reallis top okok... wahahaha.. :p soooo proud of myself... -_- diaozzz gotta go bath liao.. nite all..
~fernny~ happi happi... n dun ever sae i love u if u dun.. argh.. stop tt..
caught a falling star @ 12:14 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
wat a slackin dae... :p didn do anithg... wahaha... i'm dyin soon... wahahahahhahaha die die die die u noe? wahaha.. i'm mad... :p
caught a falling star @ 1:33 PM
wat a slackin dae... :p didn do anithg... wahaha... i'm dyin soon... wahahahahhahaha die die die die u noe? wahaha.. i'm mad... :p
caught a falling star @ 1:33 PM
wat a slackin dae... :p didn do anithg... wahaha... i'm dyin soon... wahahahahhahaha die die die die u noe? wahaha.. i'm mad... :p
caught a falling star @ 1:33 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
it's foto time again.. woO~hoo~ long time nv show u guys foto liao rite... well.. everione ask mi.. hu's my daddy.. let mi show u..
tt's me n my daddy... at suntec after dinner... wahaha.. :p
*promotin my daddy*
he's single now.. hu wanna be my mummy? wahaha.. :p i no mu ai leh...
omg.. hus tt? tt's... MR TAN.. wahaha.. :p tt evil laughter man... wahaha.. laugh like hell...
tt'e me n rainie at sport hall.. ppl play badminton.. we play wif hp.. wahaha.. -_-
rainie, me n juan.. stupid foto..went to e' resourse rm or sth like tt.. n started to take pic.. all e' stupid pic on diff theme... watever shy, guilty... n dis is on smilin w/o seein our eyes... haha.. :p n it's 1 of e' pic tt 3 of us love e' most.. wahaha.. :p stupid rite.. i noe.. :p
lastli.. tt's.... tt's... tt's... STEVEN.. Woo~hoo~ all thanx to rainie.. help me take his pic.. wahaha.. :p i love steven.. i love rainie... wahaha..:p i'm mad.. -_-
caught a falling star @ 11:21 PM
m i happi? yes? no? dunno... argh... I HAD ENOUGH!!!
wen i need a bf.. no one wan me.. n now.. i wanna to b single.. argh... watever.. i prefer bein single for e' time being.. n argh..
mon..
didn hv e' time to blog y'dae.. cuz bz doin my layout.. n can u imagine.. no more mon blues ydae.. wahaha.. :p i did my wrk.. did 9 sketches in a dae.. ya.. i did 9 sketches.. wahaha.. :p muz be proud of myself... wahah.. :p n i didn hit e' min for e' bubble diagram.. i did 4 ok.. 1 more den e' min requirement.. wahaha.. :p draw n draw n draw e' whole dae.. wahaha.. :p bt it's dam funny lor.. esp tt tuson.. liew.. he made mi laugh like mad woman sia.. he's mad.. real mad.. ppl.. dun listen to wat he said.. esp rainie... argh...
2dae..
went to sch.. no lect.. wahaha.. :p cuz 2dae is e' 1 dae project.. everione bia like hell.. n idiot freak.. mdm zai walk pass me.. c my layout.. ask dis ask tt.. nv sae anithg.. so i assume she approve tt.. in e' end.. at ard 3.. i went to ask her.. she shoot soooo mani qns.. argh.. need to re draw everithg.. wat e'.. no time liao le lor.. cuz 4.30 muz pass up... chiong like mad woman again.. wahaha.. :p oh ya.. i tied up my hair wif a clip.. n umar sae i look like a gd ger.. *sooo happi* haha.. :p chiong n chiong.. idiot.. i dun hv time to write all e' wat's tt call.. e' area.. n concept.. argh.. f*ck.. watever.. it's all done.. went hm.. met alan.. finalli.. he met me.. -_- n he passed mi my present.. wahaha.. :p bt.. wat e'.. another necklace... wahaha.. :p watever.. i like tt.. dun worry.. wah.. realise ppl like to gv mi necklace sia.. wahaha..........4th necklace in a mth.. wahaha.. :p sian.. now havin headache... e' pain is killin me... HELP ME HELP ME!!
~fernny~ sae no to love..
caught a falling star @ 11:00 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
*muack* to rainie.. wahaha.. :p finalli gt steven's foto.. woo~hoo~.. love u soooo much rainie.. wahaha.. :p
i'm crazy.. wahaha.. :p s'pore won e' tiger cup.. 5-2.. woo~hoo~ love u sooo much...
didn do my layout 2dae.. cuz... bz watchin tv.. wahaha.. :p did some hsewrk... ya... i did.. :p okok.. didn do other thgs.. actualli wanna go out juz now de.. n idiot ahem ahem.. put mi airplane.. argh.. sae wanna pass mi my present.. pei mi go drink drink.. n where r u?? sms mi at 10 n sae.. erm.. i'm still at sengkang leh.. n it's so late liao.. u tml still gt sch.. meet u some other dae okok.. idiot.. haha.. put mi airplane.. u'll die.. wahaha... :p *no name mention* wahaha.. :p i wanna make u guilty.. wahahahahahahaha... :p evil me.. whahaa.. :p
~fernny~ happy happy dae... haha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:24 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2005
haiyo... there's sth missin.. n i dunno wat's missin.. argh... nvm...
omg omg.. tue is e' 1 dae project liao le.. n i still haven started plannin my layout... argh....
went bugis 2dae.. main purpose is to buy 'daddy' n erik's b'dae present.. well.. i bought each a shirt.. well.. gave 'daddy' his present liao.. cuz on my way hm.. he called mi.. he's at my hse downstair.. :p managed to pass him his present.. :p
earli in e' mornin.. acc da jie go pay sch fees.. wat e'.. spent whole 3 hrs there..argh.. den went bugis.. walk walk... bought their present.. den shop for da jie's clothes for tml.. n we stepped into FOX.. woO~hoo~.. sales like hell.. bought a new jacket.. n a top.. :p den went to orchard.. walk ard... den hm sweet hm.. dam tire...
had a full full full dinner... dam full.... argh... :p watever..
gotta bia my plan tml.. *onli if e' time allow*
~fernny~ full full full..
caught a falling star @ 10:28 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
i'm happi 2dae.. bt it seems like.. sth is missin... haiz....
watever.. sch.. lect started late 2dae.. as usual.. haha.. :p so.. i gt my att marked.. woo~hoo~ did my bubble diagram again.. cuz e' last 1.. i did wrongli.. so.. had to re draw...argh!! wat a dae... went to gems.. haha.. crap.. fun... tok crap.. lect.. slpt e' whole hr..
went hm.. slp again.. woo~hoo~ actualli wanna go dinner.. quite lazy.. den er jie bought dinner back for me.. wooo~hoo~.. bt... LJS again.. argh.. kinda sick of tt.. wahaha.. :p
realise no b'dae surprise dis yr.. seems like everione ask mi abt my present.. wahaha.. :p bt nvm.. dun worry ppl.. onli e' tots tt counts.. so ppl... u noe.. it's alrite if u dun buy present for me.. haiyo.. n I'M SERIOUS... cuz.. ONLY THE THOUGHTS THAT COUNT...
~fernny~ happi happi...
caught a falling star @ 10:14 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
wat a dae... it's a funny fun fun nite... woo~hoo~
well... went sch... ahaha.. :p had lect.. den presentation.. wat e'... SWAY!! i knew it rite fr e' start.. mdm zai will ask mi present... dam SWAY... somemore.. 1st to present.. idiot shit... no tutorial 2dae.. had e' watever sharin session... watever...
after sch.. bia back to hm.. bath n went to meet sc they all.. had a great nite.. dam fun... woo~hoo~... there's soooo mani ppl... me, sc, fishy, jr, blossom, aloy, serena, cicil, peiwen, carolin, benny, kelvin, jako, jj n nathania.. went swensen to eat.. had a great time there.. it's like.. e' whole swensen is ours... wahaha.. :p took lotsa pic.. wahaha... :p dam fun lor.. n we tok dam loud.. wahaha... time passes soooo fast lor.. haiz... after main course.. after ice cream... hm sweet hm... sooo sad.. haiz... bt nvm.. we'll hv another fun dae on my bbq... wahaha.. :p sian.. gonna be 18 soon.. seems soooo old liao.. wahaha... -_-
~fernny~ fun fun fun dae....
well.. happi 18th b'dae to 'daddy' gs.. well.. he insist he's b'dae is on 14th jan.. which i onli rmb it's on e' 15th.. nvm nvm.. 1 dae diff onli lar...
happi b'dae to u.. daddy... haha... :p wah.. daddy.. u old liao le lar... all e' best to u.. n may ur wishes come true wor... i juz love callin u daddy.. haha... make mi feel soooo young.. ahaha.. -_- thanx daddy for makin mi happi wen i'm sad.. acc mi wenever i'm down.. bt daddy... i lack of mother's love leh.. mu ai.. u noe u noe? where's my mummy? i v ke lian leh... no mu ai..... wahaha.. watever.. happi b'dae.. hope u'll hv a happi b'dae dis yr... :p
caught a falling star @ 11:05 PM
help help... feel so lost suddenli... feel so confuse suddenli.. i juz hate e' time wen my b'dae is comin... haiz.. u guys will nv understand de... nv ever.. well.. juz tt.. i love my life now.. n i dun wanna go into ani relationship......
watever... i'm mad.. i'm crazy... i'm nt tt kind of gf u guys lookin for..
~fernny~ mad n crazy...
well.. 13 jan..
happi b'dae mummy... it's my mummy's b'dae.. well.. she'll nt c dis.. bt i realli hope she'll be happi... :p all e' best mummy... i love u mummy... :p
n oso.. happi 21st b'dae erik... old liao le.. nt underage animore rite.. -_- haha.. :p all e' best n may ur wishes come true...
caught a falling star @ 11:47 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
help me help me... if he realli gv mi MP3 player.. i'll kill myself... argh.. feel so lost suddenli.. dunno wat to do.. y my jie fu muz tell mi all dis................ argh!!!!!! *dun understand? nvm.. haha.. :p*
sch.. ppl.. noe wat.. I WAS ON TIME TODAY!! wahaha.. :p watever... kinda sian in sch... bt time pass quite fast 2dae... n i did some wrk 2dae... my bubble diagram.. wahaha.. :p can u imagine? wahaha.. yes.. I DID!! watever.. had curry puff for lunch... NOT NICE!! not like e' last time tt curry puff.. i miss tt curry puff... :( wahaha.. watever.. CRS!! had mock test.. n tt paper i took was full of ans in it.. wahaha.. :p n noe wat.. dam stupid lor.. need to pay 1 cent to print a paper.. wat e' hell is dis.. wahaha.. :p watever.. somemore.. more stupid is... THERE'S FIRE DRILL... like pri sch like tt... wahaha.. dam funny.. n everione was still walkin slowin... stroll to e' car park... wahaha.. :p stupid rite... after tt.. hm sweet hm...
actualli wanna meetin keke go ps de.. in e' end.. she last min cannot.. luckily was at raffles place.. waitin for train.. if nt i'll gonna kill her... wahaha.. :p went hm.. bought LJS.. yummie.. bought for da jie oso... n FINALLY... they finish doin my cupboard liao le.. did some packin.. *nice cupboard* wahaha.. :p wif a huge mirror.. wahaha.. :p great... did my ppt for tml.. gonna finish soon.. left wif e' animations... well.. gotta go do wrk liao le..
sian.. thinkin.. wat to buy for a guy?? juz hate to buy thgs for guys... dam troublesome.. wahaha.. opps.. :p
~fernny~ stupid dae.. wahaha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:41 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
was bz packin dis 2 daes.. so didn hv e' time to blog ydae..
ydae.. as usual... mon bluesssss.... didn do anithg at sch actualli... plant walk was fun.. bt.. dam sway.. cuz quite a few ppl step on my toes.. den kana poke by pencil lead.. den my leg kana water.. cuz someone was playin wif water.. *well.. no name mention* wahaha... :p watever.. it's fun btw.. walk ard e' sch.. as usual.. all e' ppl r lookin at us... wahaha... :p slack at studio after tt.. den went hm.. wat e' hell... need to start packin my cupboard... argh!!!!!!!! realise.. i gt sooo mani thgs to pack... cant finish packin ydae n con't packin 2dae..
2dae.. wahaha.. oso nv do anithg... :p dam sian... was slackin n doin nth... tok tok n tok.. walk ard e' studio... sian.. next tue muz produce my layout liao le.. dis thu muz present e' theory paper.. wat e'.. not enough time liao le lar... argh!!!!!! went hm.. had dinner.. dam full... a lot of thgs 2 eat.. it's my grandpa's death anni.. den con't packin my cupboard... 2dae die die oso muz finish packin.. n idiot.. haven finish packin.. somemore.. i hurt myself.. :'( soooo pain.. e' skin came out le...
~fernny~ tire tire n tire...
btw.. wana wish jie fu happi 21st b'dae.. *belated* cuz ydae didn hv e' time to wish u.. bt i did wish u tro fone.. :p
happi b'dae to u..
happi b'dae to u..
happi b'dae to jie fu..
happi b'dae to u..
wish u n my sis everlastin ba... haha.. :p all e' best to u.. n thank you...
caught a falling star @ 10:09 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
wahaha... :p went to jie fu's b'dae in e' end... :p actualli wanna watch tv e'.. bt.. argh!! nvm.. watever..
quite fun lar.. had my black jack.. woo~Hoo~... somemore no need i pay.. :p wahaha.. :p bth his fren.. play sooooo BIG!! at least $1.. luckily.. gt ppl sponsor mee.... woo~hoo~ bt i cheat on e' last round.. wahaha.. :p
it's fun 2dae... bt dam pai sei lor... all thanx to tt eugene n his fren jeffery... argh!! shld nt sae wat happened... wahaha... :p
watever.. jie fu dun let mi n er jie go hm.. so.. i play cards wif his fren... n he onli sent us hm at ard 7.. n tt idiot.. opps.. force someone to follow... wat e' hell.... argh!!
~fernny~ pai sei.........
caught a falling star @ 9:59 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
haiz... wat e' hell... there's sooo mani thgs happened liao.. ppl still go abduct e' kids.. dun they hv a heart? ppl there already lost their parents.. lost their kids.. they still go ard sellin other ppl's kids.. wat e' hell lor...
i oso dunno how to sae lar.. it's realli a big big nope.. is a dam huge disaster... i still dun understand lor.. instead of helpin ppl hu need help.. they use dis time to help e' disaster by gvin much more disaster.. sell e' kids to get e' $$... impose to be a charity organisation n ask ppl to donate $$.. wat e' hell...
was watchin a charity show dis afternoon... :'( tears row down... feel soooo terrible... i miss him lots lots... feel sooo helpless suddenli.. feel soooo lost suddenli... i cant complain n vent my anger on him animore... i realise.. i love him toooo much... juz too much... bt i'll try to forget u.. i promise..
woke up quite late 2dae.. den eugene came my hse to fix my comp.. :p den late afternoon.. went to expo to do some set up wif siss n eugene.. :p den went to buy precious' food.. den go collect cake.. den dinner.. yummie.. soooo much food... :p had our cake.. yummie... another sinful dae... argh!! went to suntec to buy choco for someone.. wahaha... :p watever..
tire.. gonna slp soon i think...
~fernny~ i WANNA GO SWIM SWIM!!
caught a falling star @ 11:01 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
wahaha... :p i'm goin my mask now.... -_- feel sooooo cool... :p watever...
well.. late for sch again... argh!!!!!!!!
sch was fun... another dai dee dae.. wahaha.. :p will nv get sick of dai dee de lor... wahahahaha.... :p i swear... i sumpa.... -_- i wanna buy a lot of cd!! i wanna buy MAYDAY..... lou zhi xiang n elve de cd.. argh.... bt i dun listen to cd.. kinda wasted.. sooo nv buy... :p ate e' watever sausage.. yummie... dam dam delicious..... :p <-- look at tt tongue...
gems.. argh... dam sian.. fall aslp in my lect... wahaha.. e' lect is dam dam dam sian... everione there is slpin lor.. i swear....
went to order e' cake for mummy's b'dae.. mango cake fr cafe cartel... yummie.. gotta eat tt tml.. another yummie dae... after tt.. went to meet mummy n siss at bugis.. shop for bro-in-law's present.. bought a shirt for him.. n tml gonna go buy choco for him.. *onli if i'm free*
my bbq will nt be at east coast liao... cuz... haiz.. it'll be at my hse downstair....
daddy came to meet us after wrk.. went dinner at bugis wif my family... went to buy sth.. den hm sweet hm... on our way hm.. we saw a traffic police.. liew.. dam shuai.. drive dam fast.. den stop in e' middle of e' road.. to control e' traffic.. n a car almost knock onto him... oh my.. he's guildin 2 cars.. n 1 of e' cars wif tt same same siren on e' top n a 'KEEP CLEAR' blinkin at e' back.. wat e'.. dunno wat's tt... bt.. hu cares... wahaha.. :p
dam tire... wanna slp soon.. tml eugene comin earli earli to help us fix our comp.. so muz slp earli earli... :p
~fernny~ tire bt happi dae.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:12 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2005
wahaha... another happi dae of mine..
well.. was late again 2dae.. erm.. let mi think... 3rd dae of e' week liao.. hope tml will nt late ba... bt tml lesson at 8 leh... argh... wahaha... :p muz change muz change..... cannot always late.. i'm a gd ger ger.. rmb tt.. -_-
watever.. juz a bit late 2dae lar... :p den idiot.. mdm zai dun wanna make my att.. juan already saed.. 'mdm zai.. fern juz came..' she stared at mi.. den do her stuff liao... wat e' hell she wan... i had enough of her liao lor... b*ich.. idiot!!!! wat kind of lect is her... BIAS is all i can sae...
nvm.. she did nt spoil my mood...
sch was fun.. i realli wanna start some wrk 2dae... bt.. u noe.. dai dee is always more impt den wrk.. :p at 1st.. realli do some research wif umar n jazzon.. bt after goin co-op wif jazzon.. no mood to wrk liao.. den went to play dai dee wif glenn they all... dai dee is always sooooo fun.. den went to e' bazaa to find ayid.. he's sellin tees n slippers.. sat at his stall n tok n tok.. wahaha... almost time den go back take att.. wahaha.. :p
*thinkin wanna buy tt mp3 player nt*.. bt i think creative is better.. soo... NOPE!! somemore.. muz nt spend $$ like water.. ahaha... :p for 2005.. i muz save $1 each dae.. i think.. den after a yr.. i'll hv $365 liao lor.. yaya... great idea... :p
bought sth at e' bazaa for da jie, er jie n someone.. haha.. *guess hu e' someone ba* haha.. :p
~fernny~ happi dae.. be happi ppl... :p fernny wwanna wish everione a happi always..
lastli.. 6/1/04.. wanna wish 2 ppl..
happi 20th b'dae to dennis..
happi b'dae 2 u.. happi b'dae to u...
happi b'dae to dennis.. happi b'dae to u..
n happi 19th b'dae to weiqiang...
happi b'dae 2 u.. happi b'dae to u...
happi b'dae to weiqiang.. happi b'dae to u..
hope both of u guys will be happi always.. all e' best... all liao.. wahaha... lao ah pek... wahaha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 11:34 PM
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
happi dae... :p
dam happi 2dae.. woo~hoo~...
was late for sch 2dae.. dun think mdm zai noe i'm in sch 2dae.. wahaha.. :p omg.. last wed nv go sch.. dis wed late for sch... wahaha.. :p watever.. late cuz of e' rain okok.. already wake up liao le.. bt cuz rain dam heavily.. den went to sch late.. wait for e' rain to become smaller...
went to sch.. 1st thg to do... DAI DEE!! woo~Hoo~... played e' whole dae.. dam fun lor...
CRS was borin.. as usual... haha.. :p opps.. watever.. after tt.. went orchard wif my claz ppl.. n i went to meet 'daddy'.. tt idiot.. act cool onli.. wat e'!! *#&$@(*&(##)
rainie went wif her fren.. i went wif 'daddy'... umar, jazzon, chun n hai went to makan.. we parted at orchard mrt station... *sound sad?* haha.. LAME!!
went to buy dennis present.. hope he'll like tt.. his b'dae tml.. argh...
went back to NS makan wif 'daddy'.. he treat mi hans.. actualli wanna eat fish n co de.. haven open.. so went to eat hans.. watever.. nt v nice.. watever.. bt at least i noe.. i gonna hv a mummy soon... woo~hoo~.. finalli... wahaha... :p
'daddy' sent mi hm n i pass him his x'mas present.. wahaha.. *after soooo long* den wen to meet his fren...
well.. if umar, jazzon, chun n hai.. *if u guys readin dis* my 'daddy' sae.. so soli.. he act too 'cool' juz now.. haha.. :p
~fernny~ i'm v happi 2dae...
caught a falling star @ 9:07 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
wahaha... wat a dae.. :p
had my interim 2dae.. watever.. luckily.. we'r e' 2nd grp.. woO~hoo~... FINISHED!!! slack ard.. did nth.. i swear.. I DID NOTHING!! wahaha...
well.. at least i did sth.. i play e' whole dae.. wahaha.. :p after e' break.. i went to library to find some bks.. after tt.. went to umar there n play e' whole dae.. wahaha.. :p we play all e' stupid game.. wif umar, chun n hai... den went to play bluff wif e' other guys.. den played dai dee.. tml we gonna play dai dee again.. woo~hoo~.. wahaha.. :p
hm sweet hm.. finalli... went to NS bought some food hm.. dam hungry tt time... bought LJS.. as usual.. all e' ppl fr bhss.. saw seejun. wanlin n fiona there too.. suddenli miss bhss soooo much.. gotta go back 1 dae.. think it'll be on cny eve.. i think... cuz it's hol for mi.. wat e' lor... cny in my 1 week break... i dun wan......... :'( no extra hol... liew.. dam sway leh... hew yr dae.. x'mas all on sat.. no xtra hol.. now cny durin my 1 week break... no xtra hol again... argh!!!!!!!!!!!
tire.. dam tire.. *as usual* haha.. :p i put listerine(whole 24 strips) into my mouth.. oh god.. tt's eeeyucks... made mi puke man.. drank my whole bottle of water.. still... argh!!!! stop tt.. ppl.. dun try tt... (well.. tt dun go wif tire..) watever.. still thinkin wanna go my fren's b'dae dis sun nt.. *shld i?* yes? no? argh!! i dunno!!!!!!
20 daes to my b'dae... woo~Hoo~.. omg.. haven book e' pit again.. gonna go down on sat to bk liao le..... east coast or pasir ris? argh!! i dunno.. i hv no idea!!!!
~fernny~ liew.. dam confuse.. y is there birthday??? y y y y y y??
caught a falling star @ 10:51 PM
chpt 9 (love so strong)
he found out tt he suffered fr cancer n bluffed her tt he need to serve NS.. n had to leave her.. she did nt think so much.. she did nt realize it’s all a lie.. he hope she could carry on wif her life.. bt she cant.. she juz cant stop thinkin abt him.. bt he’ll always live in her heart…it’s too late for her to relies her mistakes…
he left in pain.. she lives in pain…
~*~*end of story*~*~
e' story of he n she... a real story okok..
may god bless him.... *pray pray*
he left her on 28th sept '04
caught a falling star @ 10:30 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
chpt 8 (love so strong)
he had moved hse.. he did nt go NS.. he had changed his hp no… everithg changed.. he’s no longer e’ him she knew… she n his bro went to meet up at his old hse.. his bro passed her a box.. it’s full of letters.. letters he wrote to her.. e’ content of e’ letter getting shorter n shorter.. handwritin getting bigger n untidier.. all e’ letters were mostly written at e’ hospital.. he was hospitalized for e’ pass 1 ½ yrs.. 95 letters altogether.. he cant complete his 99th letter b4 he left… he promised to write 99 letters in his 1st letters.. a few daes 1 letter so tt 99 letters could be completed as long as possible.. he dun wanna her to be sad n worry for him.. he wanna her to study well n nt to worry abt him.. bt each letters ended wif.. ‘I’ll love u forever.. always..’ she regretted.. bt it’s all too late.. he had left her forever..
caught a falling star @ 11:08 PM
oh ya...forgot to tell u guys...
my mummy bought mi old chang kee curry puff.. 4th curry puff of e' dae... wahaha... :p bt i still love curry puff... *yummie*
n my sis bought mi a piggy watch..*tt piggy fr happs hse* love it man...
*muacK* love my family.. my mummy.. my daddy.. my da jie n my er jie... *blush*
caught a falling star @ 11:06 PM
quite happi 2dae.. haha... juz reached hm fr a run.... feel soooo SHIOK!!!! run quite a lot 2dae.. more den e' previous few...
sch.. wat e'.. dam slack in e' beginin... cuz we tot we already finish everithg.. sooo slack.. n i went ard disturb ppl.. laughin at ppl.. *cuz they haven finish* den in e' end.. we realise we need to do at least 4 case studies... omg omg... NITEMARE!!! quickli grab a bk n start drawin... wahaha... bia like hell lor... well.. finalli i did sth.. went to fotocopy everithg.. dam.. sooo mani ppl.. somemore need to DIY!!! as u guys noe... i'm poor in all dis stuff.. luckily gt peiqi help me.. well.. in e' end.. hand in on time.. haha.. :p
dam tire... run n run n run... went by his hse.. *momeries* i miss him lots lots... hope he's thinkin of mi.. wahaha... *blush*
~fernny~ tire tire n tire...
caught a falling star @ 10:56 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
HAPPY 2005...
at coffee club wif my bestest buddies on 31th dec '04 to 1st jan '05....
onli 4 of us.. cuz ber cmi.. sob sob.. bt happi time wif them...
nth better to do.. i'm takin pic of fish.. fish takin pic of mi at e' same time.. stupid rite.. haha.. bt find lar.. :p
to all 4 of them(ber,fishy,jr n sc)..
realli happi to noe u guys.. haha.. :p there's lots n lots of memories.. esp durin rainin dae.. i miss e' rainin songs we always sing... haha.. i miss e' time wen we run down e' hill.. miss e' time spendin at ns eatin.. miss a lot a lot of thgs.. n of cuz.. miss e' time mi n fishy snatchin over jr.. haha... hey fishy.. JR IS MINE!! haha.. -_- L-A-M-E... watever... wat i wanna sae is....... thanx bein my fren.. thanx bein my buddies.. fernny love u guys....... *muack* wahaha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:51 PM
well.. i realise i'm gettin more n more sensitive liao le.. nt e' usual wanfern liao.. omg omg... i shld stop all dis.. i hv e' feelin of killin myself.. bt i juz dun hv e' courage... thinkin of ur love one.. haiz... gave up in e' end...
was clearin my drawers.. *memories* read all e' letters my baobei, my bro.. my frenz.. blah blah... wrote to me.. *memories* life has to go on...
felt so loneli suddenli.. i swear.. was thinkin abt wat happened last yr...
started to find out some ppl's chara out there..
realise i'm poor in everithg.. everi little thg..
poor in handlin relationship prob.. frenships n bgr...
i cant find ani care n concern fr ppl out there..
bt still.. i think on e' brighter side..
maybe they r stress out by their sch wrk..
maybe they r nt in their mood..
maybe this.. maybe tt... well.. everithg had past.. hope 2005 will be a better yr...
end of e' sad sad stuff.. cuz 2005 gonna be a happi yr rite.. :p
22 daes to my b'dae.. *countin down to my b'da sia.. haha..*
argh.. realise i haven do a lot of thgs.. esp.. I HAVEN BOOK MY BBQ PIT!! wahaha.. :p watever.. not in a hurry.. i'm nt excited at all actualli..
~dis sat gotta att my bro-in-law's 21st bdae..
~next sat gotta att my mummy's b'dae dinner..
~n e' followin sat.. it's my b'dae celebration.. woo~Hoo~ -_-
~fernny~ stay happi n cheerful in order nt to be OLD!!! haha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:05 PM
Chpt 7 (love so strong)
She wanna give up… bt seems tt there’s sth tt tell her nt to give up..
Everitime wen she wanna gv up.. she’ll either c someone hu look like him.. or heard an jing tro e’ radio..
she dedicate an jing on his b’dae everiyr.. it had been 2 yrs already.. she hope tro e’ dedication.. she could find him.. bt.. NO!!
she was tire.. c tire.. n after almost 2 yrs.. she finalli gt a call fr his bro.. he went to meet up wif his bro after e’ call…
caught a falling star @ 9:48 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
will 2005 be a better yr?
kinda sick of everithg... :( juz hate dis feelins... felt sooo left out suddenli.. i oso dunno how to sae.. my frenz.. *aha.. no name mention n dun ask mi hu* wat e' hell had happened? i can sense e' hatred.. or m i too sensitive? seems like there's sth wrong between us.. no need to sae.. i can feel tt.. :'(
well.. i hate myself lots lot.. maybe it'll be better if i'm nt ard? watever.. ignore all e' nonsense...
well.. okok.. i'll listen to wat u guys told mi... i'll think on e' brighter side okok.. i'll try my best to think on e' brighter side..
~fernny~ sad sad..
well.. a lot of ppl ask mi 2dae. 'wat's ur new yr resolution..' time to think.. so wat's urs?
fernny's new yr resolution..
~pass my eng...
~be a gd ger..
~I HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING.. STOP THE HATRED!!!! JUST TELL ME IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME.. I'LL LEARN TO ACCEPT EVERYTHING!!!!
caught a falling star @ 11:08 PM
haiz... 1st dae of 2005... well.. hope everithg will be alrite.. will be great dis yr... i juz simply hate 2004.. note e' word.. HATE!! ya... i realli hate 2004.. 2004 is juz nt a gd yr...
so mani sad sad thgs happened in 2004...
~ i lost him after 2 yrs...
~ i lost 2 jobs..
~ i lost a lot of $$
~ tsunami.. (did i spell correctli)
blah blah... e' list is still on...
well.. 2005 liao le.. soooo fast.. i'm 1 yr older.. oh shit...
slpt at ard 6++ in e' mornin.. haha.. :p den woke up at ard 11.. argh!! i'm tire.. dam dam tire!!!! argh!!
slack ard.. den went to ikea wif siss n bro-in-law... den went to makan mac.. woo~hoo~ dam full now.. wahahahahahahahahaha... :p *sinful*
~fernny~ happi new yr.. happi 2005....
caught a falling star @ 9:01 PM
happi new yr ppl.... :p argh.. dam tire now.. juz reach hm fr movie... 1st movie of e' yr..:meet e' fockers
went sch.. omg!! late.. woke up onli wen rainie msg me.. den bia to sch like siao lor.. still late.. bt kinda used to it liao le lar.. haha.. :p sch. dam sian.. went hm imm after sch.. cuz gotta prepare food for e' picnic... :p weather is freakin cold..
met fishy n sc at sc hse downstair b4 goin to buy all e' stuff... :p den jr join us there.. guess wat.. we saw 'daddy' n jr's bro there... after tt.. went all e' way to marina south.. argh!!!!!! it rain.. well.. i had a great time though.. bt hope they oso hv a great time.. :p well.. e' rain was like.. on n off.. bt we had a great time i think... eatin eatin.. there's sooooo mani food.. esp e' fried rice.. omg!! i more box lor... ahaha.. :p den tibits too.. sooo mani.. n drinks.. haha.. :p den rain.. we went back to e' pavilon to play poker.. woo~ho0~ too mani mosquitoes.. den decided to go ps.. went to coffee club at dunno which hotel lar... drink drink n waited for our show.. :p oh.. btw.. there's sooo mani of use.. mi n my 2 siss n my bro-in-law n my sis de fren.. altogether 11 ppl.. wahaha.. :p had our 'countdown' at coffee club lor..
mi, sc, fish n jr left 1st cuz we gotta meet 'daddy' there.. he's joinin us for e' movie... ;p e' whole row was occupied by us... wahaha.. :p meet e' fockers.. dam dam dam funny lor... muz muuz watch.. realli.. u'll nv regret.. e' whole cinema was like.. full of laughter lor.. dam dam dam nice.. i laugh like hell although i'm dam dam dam tire.. wahaha... :p real tire ok... didn hv enough slp... haha.. realli nice show.. watch till ard 4++... realise i watch soooo mani midnites last yr.. haha.. :p dam tire liao le.. gtg.. nitez.. no.. it's mornin.. haha.. :p
*hope sc,fishy,jr n'daddy' enjoy i realli enjoyed myself..*
~fernny~ happi new yr... ;p
caught a falling star @ 5:42 AM